Circus Baby

Melissa E. Jordan

Over the bassinet and out the window 
came bristly small things, then orangutans and giraffes, 
stomping primevally up the gravel driveway 
before scattering, 
fading into the cottonwoods.

I tried to joke about it most mornings.
“My brain’s gone all wrong,” I’d drawl, 
my palms pivoting on the windowsill.

But the last word dragged out, not comically, 
but a lunatic gong, 
wrooooooong
And I couldn’t stop peering through the screening brush.

One morning I heard an elephant’s strangled trumpet,
and the treetops begin to shimmer —
I heard the faint screams of humans.
I was awake, I was surely awake, 
but the sound came again, a monster’s cry.

Then a hot air balloon breached the closest mesa,
braying air and filling the sky,
glorious and grotesque:

How it was so suddenly there,
an assault of color and shriek.
Like that birthing room shock, the surreal trick —
a woman splits in two, then holds herself in her arms.

 

MELISSA E. JORDAN lives in Connecticut. Her recent poetry collection, Red Low Fog/Transcript (Animal Heart Press, 2022) is a hybrid of poetry and fiction. Her previous collection, Bain-Marie (Big Wonderful Press) was published in 2015. Jordan’s poems have appeared in The Cossack Review, The Dillydoun Review, Open: Journal of Art & Letters, Word Riot, Otis Nebula, Terrain, Off the Coast, Rat’s Ass Review, and elsewhere.