{"id":8222,"date":"2020-04-30T10:12:10","date_gmt":"2020-04-30T16:12:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.jerseydevilpress.com\/?page_id=8222"},"modified":"2020-04-30T10:12:10","modified_gmt":"2020-04-30T16:12:10","slug":"do-sacrifices-dream-of-empathy","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"http:\/\/www.jerseydevilpress.com\/?page_id=8222","title":{"rendered":"Do Sacrifices Dream of Empathy?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>AR Dugan<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Time and tide he thought. The cycle of life. <\/em><br \/>\n<em>Ending in this, the last twilight.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Before the silence of death. <\/em><br \/>\n<em>He perceived in this a micro-universe, complete. <\/em><\/p>\n<p>&#8212; Philip K. Dick<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>I want more life, fucker.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&#8212; the android Roy Batty in <em>Blade Runner <\/em>(1982)<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ask: <em>When did the word please \/ become our weakness?<\/em> \/ Say: <em>In every declaration I see sacrifice<\/em>. \/ Ask: <em>On how many altars must I open?<\/em> \/ Say: <em>I need the response to my call &#8212; \/ I love you. \/ <\/em>Ask: <em>Is the lie you told me empathy?<\/em> \/ Say: <em>Take two in the morning for your trouble<\/em>. \/ Ask: <em>Where\u2019s the floating red cross that fills my vessel?<\/em> \/ Say: <em>Life is like a cell \/ phone battery &#8212; a little less each charge.<\/em> \/ Ask: <em>When I feel the weight of it all,<\/em> \/ <em>will you find the brim and overflow me?<\/em> Say: <em>My fullness is yours now. \/ Call me Capacity.<\/em> \/ Ask: <em>Why does every offering find us here<\/em>? \/ Say: <em>The light that burns twice as bright, \/ burns half as long<\/em>. \/ Ask: <em>Do tears count? Do thoughts?<\/em> \/ Say: <em>Speak my name like a good machine. Join me.<\/em> \/ Ask: <em>When is the expiration date? \/ How much time?<\/em> \/ Say: <em>The knowing another loss \/ itself.<\/em> Ask: <em>In the end,<\/em> \/ <em>will your depletion be enough to bring me back?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>AR DUGAN<\/strong> is the author of the chapbook <em>Call \/ Response<\/em> (Finishing Line Press, 2019) and has an MFA in creative writing from Emerson College. His poetry can be seen or is forthcoming in a number of literary magazines and reviews, recently in <em>Barrow Street<\/em>. He has read poetry for <em>Ploughshares <\/em>and taught literature and writing at Emerson College and Wheaton College. He lives and works in Boston.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>AR Dugan &nbsp; &nbsp; Time and tide he thought. The cycle of life. Ending in this, the last twilight. Before the silence of death. He perceived in this a micro-universe, complete. &#8212; Philip K. Dick &nbsp; I want more life, &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.jerseydevilpress.com\/?page_id=8222\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"parent":8220,"menu_order":2,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-8222","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/P15duy-28C","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.jerseydevilpress.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/8222","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.jerseydevilpress.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.jerseydevilpress.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.jerseydevilpress.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.jerseydevilpress.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8222"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.jerseydevilpress.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/8222\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8233,"href":"http:\/\/www.jerseydevilpress.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/8222\/revisions\/8233"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.jerseydevilpress.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/8220"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.jerseydevilpress.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8222"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}