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Gavin Broom<\/strong><\/p>\n

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This is how my mornings go.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s still early. The beach is quiet, the sea even more so. It\u2019s early July and hot and humid and thunderstorms never seem too far from the horizon. Somehow, lightning flashes without the need of a cloud.<\/p>\n

Dad and I are in the water, throwing a battered and faded pink Frisbee back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. We did the same thing yesterday. We\u2019ll do it tomorrow. We\u2019ve been doing this for a while. We\u2019ll be doing it for a while yet before Dad\u2019s hangover subsides enough for him to face the rest of the world. In the meantime, he\u2019s kneeling down so his head and shoulders and arms are the only parts of his body above water, his eyes hidden behind shades, stubble prickling from his face.<\/p>\n

Despite what he calls his \u2018tender condition\u2019, he\u2019s very good at throwing Frisbee — we both are — and despite its signs of age and the fish nibbles around the edges, the disc normally flies parallel to the surface of the sea, straight into my hand from his and vice versa without either of us remarking on it. I like to imagine sunbathers on the beach watching us, whispering to each other about how good those two guys are at throwing a Frisbee to each other. That\u2019s how good we are. Sometimes, though, a gust will take it higher, like it\u2019s taken a step upstairs, and it\u2019ll carry it over my head.<\/p>\n

\u201cJump, Andy,\u201d he\u2019ll say when this happens, usually while I\u2019m already jumping, full-stretch, my fingers inches short of the rim. \u201cAndrew,\u201d he\u2019ll say when this happens, more disappointed than before.<\/p>\n

While I go to retrieve the Frisbee, wading through the sea like it\u2019s treacle, depending on how far he\u2019s through what he calls his \u2018recovery cycle\u2019, he\u2019ll start eyeing up the young women in bikinis until he gets to the point where he\u2019s chatting to them, making them laugh, and I become a fifteen-year-old-boy standing in the Caribbean Sea with a faded pink Frisbee, looking for someone to throw it to.<\/p>\n

That is how my mornings go.<\/p>\n

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This is how my afternoons go.<\/p>\n

Afternoons, Dad works. His bank is in George Town somewhere, lost in a forest of other banks. I\u2019m not sure of the name. I don\u2019t know the address. I\u2019ve never been. I\u2019ve never seen it. I asked one time, a couple of years ago, if I could see his desk and see what he does for a living, but apparently no one takes their kids to work. I haven\u2019t asked again. I haven\u2019t asked why he doesn\u2019t take more time off while I\u2019m here because the last time I asked that he reminded me that he takes every morning off. This is true. Every single morning. We stand in the sea together.<\/p>\n

After he leaves, I hang around the beach for a while. Sometimes, I\u2019ll read a book. Sometimes, very occasionally, one of the women he\u2019s been chatting to will try to chat to me. She\u2019ll ask me if my dad really is a banker on the island. I tell her he is. She\u2019ll ask if he\u2019s a millionaire. I tell her I have no idea. Usually after that, she\u2019ll quickly realize I\u2019m not blessed with the same gift of the gab and, uncomfortably, she\u2019ll wander away.<\/p>\n

By two o\u2019clock, the sun is so hot that the guy who drills umbrellas into the sand gives up for the day. At that point, me and the Frisbee head back to the hotel and take up residence at the pool bar. The servers always remember me from previous years, and remember Dad\u2019s tips, and they do their best to keep me company while the jukebox plays the same six or seven reggae tunes in a random order.<\/p>\n

\u201cWhatcha want, Andy?\u201d Serena asks me once she\u2019s made sure every other glass along the bar is full. \u201cAnother Coke?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cRum punch,\u201d I tell her.<\/p>\n

She laughs.<\/p>\n

I slide a \u00a310 note across the bar. \u201cRum punch. Heavy on the rum, light on the punch.\u201d<\/p>\n

She gives me a Coke and leaves my money on the bar until the ceiling fan threatens to blow it away and I put it back in my wallet. Later on, round about five o\u2019clock, earlier if there\u2019s a thunderstorm, when people leave to get ready for dinner and the pool bar is quieter, she slips me a rum punch that\u2019s maybe ten percent rum. When she does this, she sends me a wink that\u2019s code for \u2018on the house\u2019.<\/p>\n

\u201cDon\u2019t tell your dad,\u201d Serena says.<\/p>\n

\u201cI won\u2019t,\u201d I promise. And I never do.<\/p>\n

I down the drink in one gulp, hoping that I\u2019ll get at least half a quick buzz on my empty stomach. Sometimes I do. At some point, I\u2019ll grab the Frisbee, leave the hotel and head to his apartment, which is across the street. I\u2019ll let myself in, maybe take a shower if the heat and humidity have been especially bad, and I\u2019ll sit on his balcony just to get away from the small rooms, and I\u2019ll watch the taxis and minibuses bustle their way along West Bay Road while the sun makes a hasty exit over the horizon.<\/p>\n

At some point, I\u2019ll think about calling Mum, but I don\u2019t like using his phone. I don\u2019t like him knowing that I used it. I don\u2019t like Mum knowing that I felt I had to.<\/p>\n

That is how my afternoons go.<\/p>\n

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This is how my evenings go.<\/p>\n

Dad gets back from work late, around eight. I\u2019ve suspected for some time that this is because he takes the morning off but he insists he always works to that time.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt\u2019s a twenty-four-hour world,\u201d he says as though that explains anything.<\/p>\n

We go to dinner, usually in George Town, sometimes a little further north nearer West Bay and the turtle farm, always somewhere that has a good whisky selection. Dad tends to know the owners of wherever it is we eat. They give him their chat, he sucks it up. Wherever we end up, we\u2019re usually among the last to leave.<\/p>\n

And then eventually one of the evenings will be the last evening and I\u2019ll have to do my packing because regardless of the time of my flight back to England, he\u2019ll drop me off around noon and leave me to go to work.<\/p>\n

\u201cShould I pack the Frisbee?\u201d I ask. I ask it every year.<\/p>\n

\u201cSure,\u201d he says.<\/p>\n

\u201cI never throw it back home.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cWhat makes you say that?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cNothing. It just seems to make sense to keep it here, y\u2019know, where it gets used. It sits in my suitcase all year.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cIt doesn\u2019t take up that much room in your baggage, does it?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cWell, no. It\u2019s just a Fris — \u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cProbably best just to pack it, then.\u201d<\/p>\n

That is how my evenings go.<\/p>\n

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One year, the first year I came to visit, when I was ten, we caught a tiny plane and flew to Little Cayman. Even though I\u2019d just spent eleven hours flying to Miami and then another two hours from Miami to Grand Cayman, all on my own, this little half-hour flight was terrifying. Dad told me the plane was called a Twin Otter. It had two propellers. It sat about twenty people although that day it was maybe half full. Someone had to move over from the left side to the right because, Dad said, there was a fat guy sitting up front throwing the weight distribution off. I\u2019ve never been so sure I was going to die.<\/p>\n

Somehow, I survived. We spent six days of my seven-day holiday round about Blossom Village. We swam. We played with turtles in the sea. We hiked to the highest point on the island, a whole forty feet above sea level according to Dad. We didn\u2019t wear shoes. No one ever mentioned a bank in George Town. At that point, I had even less of an idea of what Dad does for a living than I do now.<\/p>\n

Thinking back to that year, it was awkward, and things that I didn\u2019t really grasp at the time I realize now were signs that he felt the same, maybe even a bit worse. For my part, I was getting to know my dad at about the same time I was getting to know my step-dad. I had my own issues.<\/p>\n

On the last day of the holiday, we went souvenir shopping on the one store on the island that wasn\u2019t a liquor store. I hadn\u2019t touched the holiday money Mum had given me so I splashed out. I bought Mum a turtle brooch and a t-shirt that said, \u2018Island Time\u2019 and had a picture of a turtle snoozing on a hammock. I got Ella, my baby half-sister, a toy turtle that was so big I struggled to get it to flatten into my suitcase. Dad didn\u2019t say anything at the time, but later at our last dinner together, he asked who the toy turtle was for. I told him it was for Ella and something seemed to slip from his face for a moment and whatever it was, when it came back, it wasn\u2019t the same. I also bought myself a bright red Frisbee, which was about the only thing in the store that didn\u2019t have a turtle on it.<\/p>\n

We spent the rest of the last full day on Little Cayman standing in the sea, throwing the Frisbee back and forth, back and forth, back and forth, and I laughed when the wind grabbed it, carried it away from us, far above our heads, and dropped it in the empty sea where I could swim after it, and where the local fish mistook it for something they could eat.<\/p>\n

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Born in Scotland, GAVIN BROOM<\/strong> now lives and writes in Michigan. His collection of short fiction and poetry, A Documentary About Sharks<\/em>, is available on Amazon for less than the cost of a coffee. He produces two indie podcasts — Common Language<\/em> and The Talk of the Street<\/em> — with his wife, which gives them an excuse to talk to each other. He\u2019ll tell you what he thinks about movies at gaviano.wordpress.com<\/a>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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