{"id":7061,"date":"2016-02-02T21:22:11","date_gmt":"2016-02-03T04:22:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.jerseydevilpress.com\/?page_id=7061"},"modified":"2016-02-03T19:11:06","modified_gmt":"2016-02-04T02:11:06","slug":"7061-2","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"http:\/\/www.jerseydevilpress.com\/?page_id=7061","title":{"rendered":"Lessons in Lepidoptery"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Melina Papadopoulos<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>i. Serenade for Wolf Moths and Mournful Poets<\/p>\n<p>We always return to the moon.<br \/>\nIt waits howl-spangled, record-scratched<br \/>\nacross all the best night ballads,<br \/>\ncathartic as a cat\u2019s eye taking light<br \/>\nthrough a milky cataract.<\/p>\n<p>We become nocturnal<br \/>\nwhen our words keep us awake.<br \/>\nWe stir as though from cocoons,<br \/>\npoets named by scientists.<br \/>\nWe pore over field guides,<br \/>\nidentify ourselves.<\/p>\n<p><em>Lettered Sphinx<\/em> \u2013 abdomen<br \/>\ncarved up, memorial in chicken-scratch.<br \/>\nDizzied by the woodwork<br \/>\nof our own oaken wings.<\/p>\n<p>We repeat our names<br \/>\nuntil they gain meaning,<br \/>\na genus, a family.<\/p>\n<p>ii.The Wingspan of an Atlas Moth in Translation<\/p>\n<p>Nostalgic for church bells,<br \/>\nincense that with its stern aroma<br \/>\nstartled me into reverence,<\/p>\n<p>plant my candle in the sand &#8212;<br \/>\nIn the moment, fear of fire quelled<br \/>\nas an answer to prayer.<\/p>\n<p>For all the wrong reasons,<br \/>\nstained glass moves me.<br \/>\nI am easier to confront<br \/>\nas mosaic, assertive<br \/>\nin my rejection of sun|<br \/>\nas a hasty spill of light.<\/p>\n<p>I chose two surfaces to study &#8212;<br \/>\nthe cold static waters of a plastic globe<br \/>\nand the pilgrim-penned flight of the Atlas moth.<br \/>\nWingspan tantalizing in a forgotten Greek alphabet,<br \/>\nbilateral <em>deltas<\/em> revealed before flight.<\/p>\n<p>The first time I identified Greece on my globe,<br \/>\nI wondered at its mosaicked anatomy,<br \/>\nunlike the resolute fullness<br \/>\nI thought classified land into countries.<\/p>\n<p>iii. A Revised Map for Monarchs<\/p>\n<p>What compels a monarch butterfly into wanderlust:<\/p>\n<p>Sun in its systematic sweep<br \/>\nover archipelagos of milkweed,<br \/>\nrain that hitches rides on worn thoraxes,<br \/>\nair quivering with the pliable heat<br \/>\nmirages are made of.<\/p>\n<p>A knapsack of biological tools &#8212;<br \/>\na dizzied compass<br \/>\nunfamiliar to direction but partial<br \/>\nto the steadfast plod of mornings,<br \/>\nevenings with worn soles,<br \/>\na circadian clock with its sense of rhythm<br \/>\ninvested in storm-beams.<\/p>\n<p>A monarch without its antennae<br \/>\nhas no sense of place,<\/p>\n<p>spends migration as the poet<br \/>\nwho can\u2019t define a desert,<br \/>\ncan\u2019t name a valley,<br \/>\ncan\u2019t sleep somberly<br \/>\nin the collapsed shadow<br \/>\nof the chrysalis.<\/p>\n<p>iv. The Morphos and Memory<\/p>\n<p>I startle at their size,<br \/>\nall wing, bodies poised<br \/>\nlike broken punctuation<br \/>\nin a dead language\u2019s poetry.<\/p>\n<p>They erupt from dreams,<br \/>\nnot as insects but as pilgrims<br \/>\nwhose wings bear thirsting bodies<br \/>\nof water among black expanses.<\/p>\n<p>Awaken &#8212;<\/p>\n<p>I remember my naptime quilt<br \/>\npristine with a pink underbelly,<br \/>\nfabric boasting swallowtails, viceroys,<br \/>\npainted ladies, all flightless in their splendor,<\/p>\n<p>how I wouldn\u2019t sleep. How I would spend my life<br \/>\npreserving instead a swath of faded cloth<br \/>\nteeming with milkweed, wisps of dandelion run-off,<br \/>\nfaint lilies suspended in pinkish mire,<\/p>\n<p>how it took me five years to write this poem,<br \/>\nfirst in the form of an essay whose language<br \/>\nstagnated in its own motif, then in<br \/>\nthe transition between silence<\/p>\n<p>and having something to say.<\/p>\n<p>How I will never call this a poem at all<br \/>\nbut a migration of self,<br \/>\ncircadian elegy, cathartic taxonomy.<\/p>\n<p><strong>MELINA PAPADOPOULOS<\/strong> is a student at Baldwin Wallace University. Her work has appeared in <em>Jelly Bucket<\/em>, <em>Booth<\/em>, <em>apt<\/em>, and <em>Roanoke Review<\/em>, among others.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Melina Papadopoulos i. Serenade for Wolf Moths and Mournful Poets We always return to the moon. 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