\nThe worms in the barrel, the hangin\u2019 sun<\/em>
\n\u2014 \u201cDevil’s Arcade,\u201d Bruce Springsteen<\/div>\n
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\n\u201cShould be right around here,\u201d he said, bent over the dune, his hands working like dog paws, knocking the sand back between his legs. I looked up, shielding my eyes from the glare of the sun. There was nothing around, nothing for miles but sand and more sand.<\/p>\n
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<\/a>Image courtesy 77krc<\/p><\/div>\u201cJust one more second,\u201d he said, pulling at the ground as if he could move a mountain. Jakob stood, tugging at his sandy beard. I\u2019m not tall for a woman, but Jakob was shorter than me, hunched, with a twisted spine and a bad leg. He\u2019s not the sort of guy you take into the desert. \u00a0\u00a0 \u201cMaybe it was the other dune.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cChrist, Jakob,\u201d I said, slumping down on the sand. It was hot enough to burn through my jeans, like sitting on a range that was just turned off, but I didn\u2019t fucking care.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat did I tell you?\u201d Jakob said. He was easily seventy years old, but he looked a hundred and acted twenty. \u201cHuh?\u201d he said, watching me retie the sweat-soaked bandana on my head. \u201cJessie, what did I tell you?\u201d<\/p>\n
I looked up at him squinting. He seems like a myth, wire thin and sun stained.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou said when heroes are needed, heroes get made.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s right,\u201d he said, turning back to the dune. \u201cYou gotta have faith. This is your debt.\u201d<\/p>\n
But it wasn\u2019t, it was Bobby\u2019s debt, I wanted to scream. Bobby who made the stupid deal in the first place. Bobby who was Jakob\u2019s partner. Bobby who was my brother. Is, my brother.<\/p>\n
\u201cAh ha!\u201d Jakob whooped. From the sand he pulled out a woven sack, beat to hell, and inside was the blunderbuss, more beautiful than I imagined. Silver detail, pirate\u2019s head butt cap, engraved barrel and lock. \u201cThis here is my pistol. I call her Anne.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnne?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOakley.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOf course.\u201d I watched Jakob bang the dust out of the barrel. Anne Oakley was the first thing we had to fine. The second was the Arcade.<\/p>\n
Hunting up the Arcade was no easy matter. I knew Bobby, crazy fucking Bobby, spent years looking for it. Making a pact with Lieutenant Ray wasn\u2019t something you entered into lightly. You had to be prepared and to Jakob preparation meant you had to have a blunderbuss.<\/p>\n
From his ratty waistcoat pocket, Jakob pulled what looked like a pocket watch but I had been around him long enough to know it wasn\u2019t as simple as that. In the beginning, I used to ask questions, but Jakob\u2019s a storyteller and I wasn\u2019t interested in hearing about the time he raided King Ahnkmakis the Elder\u2019s tomb out in the Red Lands and nearly died hiding out in the desert all night. I heard too many stories. I just wanted Bobby back.<\/p>\n
\u201cListen when the train pulls up,\u201d Jakob started.<\/p>\n
\u201cTrain?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s what I said, ent it?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cJakob, there aren\u2019t tracks for miles.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHow many times I gotta tell you? The Arcade don\u2019t need no tracks,\u201d Jakob said, hoisting a fat lob of spit on the sand dune. I couldn\u2019t fathom how he even had moisture in him. I was dry as bone.<\/p>\n
I pitched a shelter, desperate for shade. Jakob stood, unwavering, the pocket watch extended before him, a small spyglass fixed to his eye. He watched and he waited. I slept fitfully, dreamlessly, waking frozen as night dropped.<\/p>\n
\u201cIt\u2019s coming!\u201d Jakob hollered, rousing me out of my little tent. He was in the exact spot I had left him earlier, pointing at the horizon line.<\/p>\n
There it was, a first just speck of light, growing. The sound came later, after the train morphed into life, a giant clattering rusty old steam engine, barreling through the desert in the blue black of the night. It roared and clanked and whistled as it pulled itself to a stop right in front of us, steam creeping out the sides, the whole thing shuddering with a hiss. Behind the engine, cloaked in the black smoke that churned from the stack, were train cars. And painted on the side, clear as day, was Lieutenant Ray\u2019s Traveling Arcade.<\/p>\n
\u201cFuck.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIndeed,\u201d Jakob added.<\/p>\n
The car door rattled open and the sound eclipsed the clanking of the engine cooling down. The man that stood there was wider than I had expected, not thin, wiry, or demonic. He was like a fucked up Santa. Fat, hairy, but also dirty \u2013 dirty nails, dirty beard. Even his smile was all dirty teeth, a fat cigar plugged in the side of his mouth.<\/p>\n
\u201cMornin,\u2019 Jakob.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAin\u2019t mornin\u2019 yet.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cClose enough. Nearly daybreak.\u201d He eyed me up. \u201cBoss is waiting.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cIs that Ray?\u201d I asked foolishly.<\/p>\n
\u201cNope. Ray\u2019s inside, hopefully with Bobby,\u201d Jakob said hoisting himself into the darkness of the train car. Having no choice, I followed.<\/p>\n
Ray sat at a card table, fingering the deck of cards, dressed in black leather, a wide brimmed hat on his head. When he tilted his head up, his eyes were charcoal black, pupil-less like you\u2019d expect. He smiled a raw smile around a cigarette and gestured at the table before him.<\/p>\n
\u201cHowdy, Ray,\u201d Jakob said, sitting, and I joined him at the table. Ray shuffled the cards and dealt Jakob a hand.<\/p>\n
\u201cI don\u2019t play women.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShe\u2019s got the debt.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo women.\u201d<\/p>\n
Jakob shooed me away from the table, muttering something about taking care of it. I stood, reluctantly, bumping into the fat man, who pushed me through to another train car. I saw him there, chained, starved, his stomach concave, his face beaten.<\/p>\n
\u201cBobby,\u201d I said, dropping to the floor beside him.<\/p>\n
\u201cJessie,\u201d he croaked. \u201cWhat are you doing here?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSaving you,\u201d I said with a sad laugh and lay beside him. \u201cJakob\u2019s playing. Everything is okay.\u201d But immediately I knew it wasn\u2019t from the low exhale of breath from Bobby\u2019s body.<\/p>\n
The train started with a shutter, a clank and a low, sickening whistle of steam. We chugged through the desert, Bobby at my side, my head on his chest, listening to the low thump of his heart. The train clanked. Thunk. Bobby\u2019s heart thumped. Thunk, thump, thunk, thump, and to calm him, I told my twin the story of our life. by Ally Malinenko Remember the morning we dug up your gun The worms in the barrel, the hangin\u2019 sun \u2014 \u201cDevil’s Arcade,\u201d Bruce Springsteen \u201cShould be right around here,\u201d he said, bent over the dune, his hands working like dog … Continue reading
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\nALLY MALINENKO<\/strong> writes poems and stories and occasionally gets them published. Her second book of poems entitled Crashing to Earth is forthcoming from Tainted Coffee Press. She currently lives in Brooklyn where she keeps re-writing the same novel over and over again. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"